As you progress through time, things you have at any precise moment may be things you don't realise are detrimental to living your life content and happily. The smallest things, perhaps differences on opinion and having that volatile link between you are what make you so strong and so sure of the person and life you have. If you were to let that go, foolishly or by mutual agreement - then you loose an incredible amount that you don't realise at the time.

It could also make it a lot worse if you realise this when its by far too late and there is nothing you can do to change that. The part that actually creates the largest amount of pain though is having a glimpse of that person back within your life, even if only for a short amount of time. I think its then, you actually realise why you're so empty and forgotten.

I miss you Sharmina and I miss my best friend a lot.